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Monday, February 09, 2009

Archifest 2009
I woke up this morning feeling happy thinking that it was saturday today. But as I hovered over my laptop's digital clock, I was horrified to find that out that it's already Monday. Cisss. Archifest was on Saturday the 7th. And I got home yesterday, which made me think yesterday was Sat and today is Sun. Waa..

 I was there, for Archifest. Everybody said that Archifest this sem was a blast, and I knew it was. Despite my being present on that day,I didn't have much fun, or should I say, any fun at all. Coz I was behind our sales booth most of the time with my friends. I think we did okay, our waffle and fruits booth that is. Hopefully after all the calculations are done, I can just get back the capital I gave. Hehe. It was my first time ever selling anything, and I have to say that it requires a lot of patience, commitment and ENERGY. Nontheless, it's an experience I will never forget =) We prepared the waffle batter at Sarah's house the night before archifest day. And we had to try loads of time to get the waffle right. Coz many a times during the testing night, the waffle just burnt out and we were worried if we were ever gonna make it work. Long story short, with a lot of hard work, trials, and doa's, we didn't do so bad. Alhamdulillah.

I tell myself that for next semester, I won't be involved in any business or whatsoever during archifest. Or at least not during performance night. Becoz I just wanna sit back, relax and have fun watching archi students perform. Besides, it will be my last semester next sem, InsyaAllah. Btw, congrats Kas. Plus minus was da bomb! If u know of anybody yang ade record performace nite hairtu, I nakkkk.

Post-archifest? Besides being a bit disappointed that I only managed to watch part04's performance.. I also caught a fever. Haha. Been having sore throat for the past few days, and then plus the fatigue from saturday, the result is a fever that won't go away. But I'm really grateful that I'm at home now and being cared for, and am pampering myself with lotsa sleep and delicious food. yummyyy~~
 




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Monday, February 09, 2009 12:48 pm
Tuesday, January 27, 2009

On mid-term break. yay.
New layout..again. haha. The original layout had a different image for the header, and I decided to edit it to suit my liking. So yea, the header image is under my copyright. But I still give credits to the person who made the layout.


I haven't been very productive these past few days. But two days ago, my ex-classmate, Rahim,  from primary school added me on FB. And then we shared old photos from school and uploaded on FB and tagged quite a lot of peeps. Received a number of comments and was a bit thrilled. Haha. And I met another schoolmate of mine through him. Her name's Nadira. And turned out we went to kindergarten together too! Haha.. what a BIG coincidence. And we patched up the missing memories and all. It felt wonderful, having them all in one big almost-complete piece again.

Hopefully the reunion will come true. My other ex-classmates have been planning it since last year. We will most probably be reunited in the middle of this year, InsyaAllah. The FIRST reunion after 10 years. And THAT reminds me of GM. Bila nak buat gath? Huhu..

On another different note, my sibs n I made sushi for dinner on Sunday. It didn't taste so bad. Hehe. Oh, I accidentally sliced my finger.. not when cutting the big roll of sushi though. It happened when I was washing the knife. Ahah, so weird. Luckily it wasn't a severe injury, but it was quite a deep cut.



Last but not least, I've added a link to Farhah's blog. Farhah's my studiomate and she's VERY into anime and she's really good in sketching! Go visit her page! And her deviantart page! Hehe.

Alright, that's it..I must must must MUST finish my practical report! And I can't wait to have new workstations in the studio!! yeeha!




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Tuesday, January 27, 2009 03:39 pm
Sunday, January 11, 2009

Owh, hey!
Happy Hijrah New Year and Happy New Year! Hahaha.. I think it's a bit too late to exclaim that but wuddeheck.

Updates about me?
I have just finished my practical training for a duration of 1 month, and have currently started a new semester, which I have been looking forward since I started practical training because I now realize that life in uni is much more fun than in the working world. Hehehe. And InsyaAllah, will be going to Bali, Indonesia for our studio trip, so that tops up my excitement, maybe.

Last 2 weeks before I started uni again, I put myself through a 3-day diet programme my sister found on the net. I wasn't exactly desperate (well, perhaps I was a little keen) to lose some weight, so yeah.. it was supposed to make me lose 10lbs, which is equivalent to 4.5kg.. BUT i only lost 1kg , and an inch. But I suppose that's pretty satisfying for a 3-day programme. My sister's friend who was quite chubby did it thrice, and she's very slim now. She's the living proof. Hiyahaha.

...I just don't think I can eat any more tuna in the future, since I had to finish about 1 can of tuna every day, and a lot of vegetables (veggies are yummy), and some other dishes. Interested? Click here. Scroll down until you see an article highlighted in bright yellow with a picture of an ice-cream cone at its top.

But.. after a week in college, I got back my original weight. Was a little upset but only for a few minutes. I should be grateful with my current condition. Hehe.

Yeterday I visited the architectural firm where I did my training. I brought lunch for them- spaghetti and fruit cocktail for dessert. Of course my mum cooked, since I overslept :P and my boss gave me allowance, and it covers my trip to Bali! And I'm so happy for that coz that cuts down the money that my parents have to give me.

And now I only have assignments to worry for. I hope I won't stray a alot this sem. Should shop less, and watch less movies, and less fooling around. And put in more focus to important things..
And I suppose that's among my new year resolutions.





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Sunday, January 11, 2009 12:07 pm
Thursday, December 04, 2008

goodbye Mot...
..and so my monday didnt start off really well. (who likes mondays anyway?)  i had to send my sister to the lrt station early this morning. and upon cornering into a main road, i keep looking to my right, making sure of no incoming cars while i turn, but i was careless and didn't estimated aright when the left part of the car, probably the side bumper, rubbed against the pavement on the left, causing a fearful screeching and scratching sound. i dunno how to exactly describe it, but i think u get the picture. when i got back home, i was lucky that there wasn't much damage done. There was a little scratch on the side bumper, unsure if it was an old scratch, or whether it was caused by me. Maybe the tyre and its rim rubbed against the pavement. And the pavement was pretty high I tell u. I consider myself lucky.. Huhu..

Oh, I forgot to mention that my parents aren't actually here. Currently they're about 700km away, which explains why I had to send my sister. And yesterday, I drove to mid valley megamall, accompanied by my brother. Alhamdulillah everything went well.

Okay.. more news to be told. We gave Mimotte away! Mimotte is our kitten, in case u didn't know. We had to give him away coz next year, everyone's gonna have to leave the house early morn for school and work, leaving the kitten's poo in the litter box outside to contaminate the surrounding air. Normally my little sis handles that, but since she's gonna be in morning session for school next year, nobody's available to do that job. So basically, it's atually the poo that's the problem.. not the kitten.

And a month ago, my sister put up and advertisement at mudah.com entitled.."a kitten for free". So yeap, we gave it to Mrs Azah, a really nice young and married lady, whose kids and husband LOVE cats, and wanted to make a surprise for them. Sweet isn't it? She came by to our house last Saturday to pick the Mimotte up. There was like an ice-breaking session first though, with Mimotte. Haha..

He was so active that morning, kept jumping and running and playing around, and we're kinda worried that she might not like his playfulness. Luckily she told us that her kids are boys, and she thinks they're gonna love Mimotte. Sigh. Am missing him the moment I'm writing this. I really hope that he's happy in his new home, and that his new owners are treating him well =)

Among the last photos of him that I managed to snap before giving him away..













p/s: i think you must've realised that i have quite a lot of cats photos in my entries, right? sorry, i just can't help it..love 'em to bits



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Thursday, December 04, 2008 03:54 pm
Wednesday, October 29, 2008

pissed
I'm at my fac.. doing work.. and I think I had my scariest moment of using the fac's restroom a few minutes ago!! No I wasn't disturbed by any ghost or spirit.. It's human with the intentions of satan. He or she or whoever that was, was trying to snap a photo/record a vid of me using the wc. YUCKS and.. !!!!!! I dunno how many victims he/she already had, but I pray to God that the photos/vid doesn't come out well, (image rosak lagi bagus) and hopefully that person will just DIE out of a horrifying car crash or a big concrete floor slab falls down upon her head from the sky or something.

Aghhh..! I was in the toilet cubicle, and alone.. and I noticed something was amiss when there was like a shadow nearby the cubicle door.. I thought it was someone's feet hovering by the door, but later I SAW with my very own eyes, someone's hand with a mobile phone in a manner of recording/capturing a photo down there by the door. I doubt it was a guy bcoz the toilet's just off the main walkway leading towards the cafe and the main female door restroom door was half opened coz it's not functioning well. I think it was a sick and disturbed female with a corrupt mind who just doesn't have any respect for anybody else!! Had I been quick enough, I would stomp my feet on her hand and maybe axe it (if I had one).. I don't know.. I'm just so.. damn furious!!!



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Wednesday, October 29, 2008 07:42 pm
Monday, October 27, 2008

e.m.o. i. a.m.
I've just watched Camp Rock just now. I know it's kinda lambat dah pun. But I'm currently DEEPLY in love with Demi Lovato's "This Is Me". The song somehow reflects me in way that I don't know how to explain. So let it it just stop there.

I dunno why I am easily infuriated by petty things created by my brother. He just LOVES getting into other people's affairs. He has invaded my privacy for like zillion of times. And he never admits it, let alone apologize. Instead, he keeps aksing what are the negative impacts landed upon me by his act. Do you know what he did? Besides hacking into my text inbox since like years ago, the recent one would be revealing my diary to the whole family. It isn't exactly a diary. It's an autograph book that I bought in standard 6 to let my friends write their biodatas and whatnot. But later I used it as a diary when I was in form 4 coz I was depressed when my dad set up a few new rules that me and my sister were suppose to abide to

I thought nobody would notice coz it was just a few pages of handwritten essays among the many colourful pages of biodatas. It's okay if he accidentally discovered and read them, but "sharing" it with everyone else is just too much. My writings somewhat depict me as a silent rebel. I don't show it off. I keep them deep down inside my heart and only express them through writing. And he keeps saying that my dad didn't even care of what I wrote. And even asked him in front of my face bcoz I scolded him. Talk about being open la konon. Blahla. But the point is he has NO respect for others!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah.. I get emotional sometimes (now). But why does he has to embarrass me and make me feel SAD? The truth is, sy dah penat gaduh dengan budak kecik yang tak berapa nak kecik tu.. =( 



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Monday, October 27, 2008 02:06 am
Saturday, October 25, 2008

yay yay balik rumah~
Weird things keep taking place lately. Like peculiar dreams and odd occasions. Like this afternoon when I arrived home and was happily having my lunch in front of the telly. My sis let the cats in. And Gedik was sitting right in front of me with his hopeful face for food. And suddenly he made an odd face.. and sneezed into my food! Must be the spices in the chilli and soup that made him sneeze. Argh. Terbantut seleraku. Tapi takpelah, coz I really missed him. So dimaafkan. Hehehe. But I finished the rice anyway. Not the soup and chilli though. Hopefully I won't get sick or anything.

Something random to rant about.
Have u ever felt hurt when u discover the truth? A truth that you should have known 2-3 years back? One little truth that is full of lies just hit me in the face like a big fat slap to bring me into awareness and realization a few days ago. I felt so stupid..all these years! I  believed every single word. I know I shouldn't trust anybody 100%.. And I'm glad that I never did anyway. But now my perception has changed. Kindness can surely conceal truth. It blinded me for a while. Tapi takpelah. At least the kindness is the one thing that makes me stick to it... You have no idea what I'm talking about? It's okay. I don't want anybody else to understand anyway. Only those who know, will know and understand.

Owh, and I just realized my driver's license has expired for 5 months dah.. Didn't notice until pacik aircond teased me the other day about me takde lesen and taktau bawak kereta manual ( i can drive auto ok? =P) and I instinctively checked my purse. Ahh!! Need to renew asap! My mum offered to renew it at the post office nearby today.. but they their server was down.. so hancurlah harapanku.. esok cuti..isnin deepavali.. bila mau renew?!



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Saturday, October 25, 2008 10:49 pm
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21 years of age.Lives in a world of intricacy that she doesn't fully understand..yet.Difficult to express her thoughts in real life; hence the existence of this blog.Thinks that her life is rather boring yet complicated and knows that the worst is yet to come.Has been told many times that she's always very secretive.
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